It was a year ago today I woke up in my lover's arms. He withdrew with guilt, and our relationship was forever changed. Physically, we grew closer while pulling away from the mental burden we inflicted upon ourselves. We were "in Love," but committed somewhere else.
The day came where by my own joyful ignorance our secret affair was discovered. More guilt consumed us and pulled us further apart while our hearts continually connected us. Time grew precious but filled with empty heat. Passion overtook us while guilt drove a stake in our hearts.
We chose our paths with heavy hearts professing futures so true. Smiles pressed on cynical faces as we wished each other well. Concerned solely of each others happiness all the while hoping sadness would drive the vehicle to the other's door. Thank goodness location of either was unknown except when together. Hurt can no longer be spread from one unto another and patience is no longer needed. Hope for the future is gone as reality creeps back in and reminds each of the path they pledged with their hearts and heads so many years ago. True love does not exist...not in this house.
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